Lonely day

well its 7 Mins to my birthday.. and i'm all alone.. in my rented room.. i feel so empty.. no one to sit beside me and talk .. hoping when time comes some will say happy birthday to me with a smile one their face.. i never know i'm that lonely.. i mean i know i'm all alone and feel lonely sometimes.. but never felt like this.. for years i celebrate my birthday with my family.. last year with i started collage.. for the first time i celebrate with my friends and not my family.. but this year.. i'm alone... facing this Macbook.. wondering maybe someone will msn me when the time is 00:00.. well we just have to wait and see...

i told my Gendou Chat friends just now.. and they were all wishing me.. that made me happy.. but i'm still hoping for some one to wish me in person.. maybe i'm just to hard to satisfied.. but anyhow.. Thank You My Gendou Chat Friends.. it was really nice and kind all of u... 

well 2 mins to go.. what should i do.. i really don't know.. maybe write until the clock shows 00:00 then... and post this..well i might as well post now.. so it will arrive on 00:00

now.. its 00:00.. Happy Birthday to me... once again Thank You My Friends.. = )

I can't sleep

MY GOD.. its 15 mins to 5 a.m.. and i have class at 9:30 a.m.. why.. i can't sleep man.. oh sorry guys.. for not keep updating.. quite busy these few days.. having rehearsals.. Now i'm doing a midterm assignment for Stage Directing.. we 15 classmates are directing a play entitle ' The Shape Of Things.' and the whole play contains 10 scenes.. so they will be repeated scenes and one of the scene is being cut off cause the scene is full of one character's monologue only.. but she but another one into 2 parts.. so which means still 10 scenes la.. well i'm still living it seems.. oh.. was watching Camp Rock.. well the movie er.. not good honestly.. the editing well.. i accept it la.. but the acting er... -_-|| i still forcefully accept it.. i say the acting is -_-|| cause the worst part until i cannot stand it is when it girl sings her last song.. the sound scape and her actions are like... she seems to sing soooooo hard while shaking her body like hell but the sound didn't change at all.. its too fake on that part.. sorry.. but i quite the songs thou.. i like the Play My Music and That Is Me.. well i guess that all for today then.. need to force my self to SLEEPPPPP!!!!!

I LOST MY WALLET

hei people.. sorry haven been updating my blog.. didn't online.. 

well thanks to my lovely friend reminded me about my blog so here i am.. writing this..

well its been a hard week for me.. now because of school work.. but its because this pass tuesday i lost my wallet.. my god.. my first time lost something soooo important.. 

how u ask? well i went to watch Don't Mess With The Zohan.. after the movie, i went to toilet.. then i just walk Comic Paradise.. a shop in Pyramid.. i select a few books to buy.. then i want to pay.. only then i realize that my wallet is gone.. ARRGH..i went back to the toilet to look for it.. don't have.. i walk to the cinema.. check on the whole bloody cinema.. also don't have.. i track back my trails that i walk after the cinema.. all don't have...i feel sooo stress..

But what to do.. so i went to the information counter to report.. although i know its useless.. but still hope that i can get back my IC and everything important.. i went to in comic store just to ask again.. and then i call back home.. informing my family that i lost my wallet.. and ask for the number to stop my bank ATM and Visa Debit Card.. Then i walk to the nearest police station to report.. since i don't have IC .. so can me mean that i'm like a criminal..*sigh* all the hassles..

so in the end i got no money at all.. lost 150 ringgit, IC, ATM card, Visa Debit card, Student ID Card.. and now i have no money at all.. need to borrow money from friends.. today i try to redo my ATM card.. but damn.. cannot cause need to have IC.. even the Police report paper also cannot.. *sigh* so 'Ma Fan'.. well i think i write enough for today.. i'll try to update more often.. hopefully.. but please friends.. do keep reading.. and comment pls.. so some how.. when i'm alone and down.. the comments will make me feel better.. cause i know i still have u guys.. =)