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Saturday, September 27, 2008

Lonely day

well its 7 Mins to my birthday.. and i'm all alone.. in my rented room.. i feel so empty.. no one to sit beside me and talk .. hoping when time comes some will say happy birthday to me with a smile one their face.. i never know i'm that lonely.. i mean i know i'm all alone and feel lonely sometimes.. but never felt like this.. for years i celebrate my birthday with my family.. last year with i started collage.. for the first time i celebrate with my friends and not my family.. but this year.. i'm alone... facing this Macbook.. wondering maybe someone will msn me when the time is 00:00.. well we just have to wait and see...


i told my Gendou Chat friends just now.. and they were all wishing me.. that made me happy.. but i'm still hoping for some one to wish me in person.. maybe i'm just to hard to satisfied.. but anyhow.. Thank You My Gendou Chat Friends.. it was really nice and kind all of u... 

well 2 mins to go.. what should i do.. i really don't know.. maybe write until the clock shows 00:00 then... and post this..well i might as well post now.. so it will arrive on 00:00

now.. its 00:00.. Happy Birthday to me... once again Thank You My Friends.. = )

Monday, September 22, 2008

I can't sleep

MY GOD.. its 15 mins to 5 a.m.. and i have class at 9:30 a.m.. why.. i can't sleep man.. oh sorry guys.. for not keep updating.. quite busy these few days.. having rehearsals.. Now i'm doing a midterm assignment for Stage Directing.. we 15 classmates are directing a play entitle ' The Shape Of Things.' and the whole play contains 10 scenes.. so they will be repeated scenes and one of the scene is being cut off cause the scene is full of one character's monologue only.. but she but another one into 2 parts.. so which means still 10 scenes la.. well i'm still living it seems.. oh.. was watching Camp Rock.. well the movie er.. not good honestly.. the editing well.. i accept it la.. but the acting er... -_-|| i still forcefully accept it.. i say the acting is -_-|| cause the worst part until i cannot stand it is when it girl sings her last song.. the sound scape and her actions are like... she seems to sing soooooo hard while shaking her body like hell but the sound didn't change at all.. its too fake on that part.. sorry.. but i quite the songs thou.. i like the Play My Music and That Is Me.. well i guess that all for today then.. need to force my self to SLEEPPPPP!!!!!

Friday, September 5, 2008

I LOST MY WALLET

hei people.. sorry haven been updating my blog.. didn't online.. 


well thanks to my lovely friend reminded me about my blog so here i am.. writing this..

well its been a hard week for me.. now because of school work.. but its because this pass tuesday i lost my wallet.. my god.. my first time lost something soooo important.. 

how u ask? well i went to watch Don't Mess With The Zohan.. after the movie, i went to toilet.. then i just walk Comic Paradise.. a shop in Pyramid.. i select a few books to buy.. then i want to pay.. only then i realize that my wallet is gone.. ARRGH..i went back to the toilet to look for it.. don't have.. i walk to the cinema.. check on the whole bloody cinema.. also don't have.. i track back my trails that i walk after the cinema.. all don't have...i feel sooo stress..

But what to do.. so i went to the information counter to report.. although i know its useless.. but still hope that i can get back my IC and everything important.. i went to in comic store just to ask again.. and then i call back home.. informing my family that i lost my wallet.. and ask for the number to stop my bank ATM and Visa Debit Card.. Then i walk to the nearest police station to report.. since i don't have IC .. so can me mean that i'm like a criminal..*sigh* all the hassles..

so in the end i got no money at all.. lost 150 ringgit, IC, ATM card, Visa Debit card, Student ID Card.. and now i have no money at all.. need to borrow money from friends.. today i try to redo my ATM card.. but damn.. cannot cause need to have IC.. even the Police report paper also cannot.. *sigh* so 'Ma Fan'.. well i think i write enough for today.. i'll try to update more often.. hopefully.. but please friends.. do keep reading.. and comment pls.. so some how.. when i'm alone and down.. the comments will make me feel better.. cause i know i still have u guys.. =)

Friday, August 8, 2008

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Saturday, August 2, 2008

Blue Rose ( Poem recheck )

wow.. i just realize that i have some mistakes in my poem.. i just recheck it.. should be okay now.. sorry for the bad writing on the first time..


Blue Rose

I love you he said,
But every word is fake.

No matter how beautiful the words are,
In the end they will become the falling star.

The sparrow tear his body,
To color the white rose bloody.

The red rose now loves the sparrow,
But ended up only with sorrow.

Why blue rose you ask?
Because it isn't a must.

For the blue rose are hard to find,
Took years for the scientist to combined.

I shall now give 'Love' a toast,
For it is just like the Blue Rose.

by Ping Khoo

Monday, July 28, 2008

Blue Rose

My poem again.. please do comment..

Blue Rose

I love u he said,
But every word is fake.

No matter how beautiful the words are,
In the end they will become the falling star.

The sparrow tear his body,
To color the white rose bloody.

The red rose now loves the sparrow,
But ended up only with sorrow.

Why blue rose u ask?
Because it isn't a must.

For the blue roses are hard to find,
Took years for the scientist to combined.

I shall now give love a toast,
For is it just like the blue rose.

Blue Rose

Y blue rose??? read this story.. one day i hope that i can be like the princess.. and hope u guys will find the Blue Rose too.. ^_^

The Blue Rose

A folktale from China
Retold by Rose Owens

There was once an Emperor who had but one child—a daughter. She was his pride and joy, his treasure. He cherished her above all else. As he became old and his health began to fail, he realized that he might not always be there to care for and protect this precious daughter. He determined that it would be best if he were to find a husband for his daughter.
When it became known that the Emperor was seeking a husband for the Princess, many men found their way to the palace to request his daughter’s hand in marriage. The Princess pleaded with her father. “Father, let me remain with you to care for you. I have no wish to marry and leave you.” But her father was adamant. Finally he said he would allow her to name one qualification that her chosen husband must meet—be it wealth or looks or special ability or whatever. The Princess said she would name that qualification on the morrow.
That evening the Princess went to the garden to talk with the gardener’s son—her childhood playmate. “If I say my husband must be handsome, he might be handsome but have a cruel heart. If I say my husband must be kind, he might also be terribly old. Oh what qualification should I specify?”
As they discussed the problem, the Princess and the gardener’s son determined that it should take the form of a test—difficult but not so difficult as to be impossible. “And it must be ambiguous,” said the gardener’s son, “ so that it is up to you to determine if the man qualifies.” Late that night they finally determined what that qualification must be.
The next morning the Princess told her father, “I will marry the man who can bring me a blue rose.”
The neverending stream of suitors ended for none could find a blue rose.
A wealthy merchant, not wanting to waste time looking for the blue rose, went to a flower vendor. “I will give you a bag of gold if you can find me a blue rose,” he said. After a long, fruitless search, the flower vendor gave up. He bought a strong dye and dipped the stem into it. The petals of the rose turned a pale blue. “Keep the rose in the vase with the dye,” he told the merchant, “until just before you give it to the Princess.”
The merchant brought the rose to the Princess. The Princess reached out and took the rose from his hand. As she looked at the rose, a drop of blue dye fell from the stem and puddled in her hand. She looked at the bluish-green leaves and then looked into the merchant’s eyes. He could not meet her gaze. “I cannot marry you,” she said. You have tried to deceive me. I would have a husband who is true.”
There was a handsome young warrior who would marry the Princess. He was strong and powerful. None dared to stand against him. The young warrior went to the king of a neighboring kingdom. “Bring me the blue rose,” he said, “or I will kill you and half the people in your kingdom.” The king, who valued peace and did not wish to fight, presented the warrior with a blue sapphire that was carved in the shape of a rose.
The young warrior presented the sapphire rose to the Princess. She looked into his cold eyes—eyes that were as hard as the rose of stone. She said, “I cannot marry you. I must have a blue rose that is real—not one that is cold and hard.”
The youngest of the king’s advisors also sought the Princess’ hand. He conceived a clever plan. He commissioned an artist to make a blue bowl. On the side of the bowl was painted a blue rose. The rim of the bowl was edged in gold. It was fragile and delicate—a thing of rare beauty. The young advisor presented it to the Princess on bended knee. The Princess looked at the bowl and looked into the eyes of the young man. “Marry me, Princess,” he said, “I will help you rule your kingdom.”
The Princess shook her head, “I must have a rose that is real.”
That evening the Princess sat in the garden talking to the gardener’s son. “None of them could bring me the blue rose. I must marry someone who will be honest and true with me—as you have always been.
He cannot be hard and cruel. I need someone who is kind and patient—as you have been.
I do not want a husband who seeks only for power and riches. I want one who will value me for myself—as you have. . . . .”
“Princess,” said the gardener’s son. “Tomorrow I will bring you the blue rose. Wait for me in the blue room just before sundown.”
The next day when the sun was almost gone, the Princess sat in the blue room. The gardener’s son approached bearing a plain white rose in his hands.
“But it is a common white rose,” said one.
“He is the gardener’s son,” said another.
“Surely the Princess will send him away,” said a third.
The gardener’s son knelt before the Princess. Through the blue stain glass windows, the rays of the setting sun shone touched the petals of the white rose.
As the Princess reached out to take the rose, a murmur arose. “He is only the gardener’s son.”
“The rose is not truly blue.”
The Princess stood. “My people, let me tell you what I see. I see a young man who has always been honest and true. I see a young man who has had the courage to be patient and kind enough to wait until I knew what was in my heart. I see a young man who values me for myself. In his hands he hold a gift of love. And it is blue. And if you cannot see that the rose is blue, I say that you are colorblind.
The old Emperor took his daughter’s hand and he took the hand of the gardener’s son and joined them. And the Princess married the gardener’s son and they lived happily ever after—not because this storyteller said so—not because that’s the way that love stories should end. But because the Princess and the gardener’s son knew that their happiness was in their own hands and that each was responsible for making sure that the other was happy.

Retold by Rose Owens
Copyright 2000